It seems that so many things have happened since 1 year ago, and I’m still trying to wrap my head around everything. Every time I think I might understand just a little bit- something else comes outta nowhere and blindsides me, and well more tears and fears because I seem to have the weight of the world on my shoulders… and the one person that i thought would hold me up, at times, seems to push me down… maybe because he doesn’t understand and he too fears the unknown.
I can say this- the one thing i fear more than fear itself is …doing nothing — I brought 6 beautiful children into this world. Aas their mother- i took on the job to make it a better, healthier, safer environment for them & my neighbor to live and thrive in. This doesn’t make me anything but me. I’m not a hero or a better person.
I’m just Sally, mother to my 6 children … however — it does make me more closed off and I’m sorry to my family & friends. I am trying.
HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY