Big events will never be the same for me…
I always look forward to see old friends and possibly make some new friends- but that feeling I get in the pit of my stomach is overwhelming. I have yet to step out into Rally. I see my hands shivering with fear and memories come rushing back – crashing over me like I’m a barefoot child walking down a sun bleached road… I can feel the hot stones beneath my feet as I cry up to my lord above, asking him to relieve my scarred heart 🙏🏽 from all the memories of yesteryear✨
It was just then when I realized that, I cannot help others if I cannot truly understand my how to deal with my own pain. I thanked my maker/father up in the clouds up above. I thanked him for all my lessons in my life and for what I learned from those lessons.
I am not a church going fanatic and maybe I am wrong for blogging about this – I am however spiritual in my own way. I don’t consider myself better than anyone else by any means
Not in looks
Not financially ( Ive lost everything monetarily)
Not in anyway ( I lost every freedom)
I blog in hopes to help others. To show all the struggles I go through daily. There are no programs to help survivors become just that, survivors. There is much work to be done within law enforcement and within our government and to establish laws to help victims become survivors. I will stand up and be the VOICE as my voice was stifled for nearly 2 years when I was being trafficked exploited and severely abused- when ALL MY FREEDOMS WERE RIPPED AWAY FROM ME. With no help – it’s almost like I’m still in just that situation. Don’t be fooled, don’t let the self promoted nationally recognized nonprofit organization’s tell you different until they can say WE HELP EVERY SINGLE VICTIM. They can put their money 💵 where their mouth is as far as I’m concerned. My question to them is, Who have they helped in Rapid City South Dakota? Just name one person. Then I will shut my big mouth, and say, I stand corrected.
But I’m getting off the subject here…
PLEASE KEEP READING MY BLOG & IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS, DONT BE AFRAID TO POST THEM, I WILL DO MY BEST TO ANSWER. IF I DONT KNOW THE ANSWER, I WILL GET THE BEST PERSON TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION. All my knowledge comes from first hand experience, I am not educated in this field I am a survivor of sex trafficking I was exploited and I was he severely abused wife. I had two daughters living with me in this situation and my son-in-law.